Ugh

Today was slow at work and yet I found myself really stressed out.  My wife has a prescription program where the prescriptions are just sent to the house every 3 months.  Unfortunate for us they are giving us the run around.  We call, no answer.  We leave messages, no call back.  We call other people in connection with them, people seem confused.  On top of this, I think there is a pipe with a leak at my mom's house that needs to be fixed, I dropped off one of my cars because the transmission is gone on a car which only has 45,000 miles on it.  Its time like this I wonder, WHEN WILL I CATCH A BREAK??????
You ever feel like it never ends?   You turn your life around, you stop being bad, you do what you are supposed to and it doesn't seem to matter because you just cant catch a break......you work all day, more than one job, you have no free time, you devote all your time to trying to to get ahead and it just seems like you get farther and farther behind.
Well, now that I have gotten all that off my chest...lol.  So, since my last post I have had that drunken hillbilly's face stuck in my head.  He had long dirty blond hair, a little bit above shoulder length.  He had a thick goatee, and weathered  facial skin.  Kinda had the appearance of a guy who had  been partying most of his life.
Prior to this incident with this unsavory character there was a major life changing experience.  Around the age of 7 my mother and father got a divorce.  I don't think that something like this has an immediate effect on a child, but I do feel like it has an effect.  I don't think it bothered me right away, but I do feel as life went on that it did play a role in my life.  I don't blame them for my poor choices, but I do feel as though it caused some deep seed in my inner most depths.  Some sort of dark feelings in which I held on to.  Maybe some anger, some sadness, some guilt. Again, this is something that I have never mentioned out loud to anyone before.  Hmm, it seems as though i may end up spilling my soul on my blog.  Hopefully no one gets offended, because that is not my intention.  I just feel as though there is a lot of stuff that I have kept bottled up for along time.  At this point, I would like to encourage anyone who might be afraid of what I might say next to kindly step away from the blog.  I do plan on telling my story in full, and I do mean "in full."  All the gory details of my life.  Also, if anyone has questions along the way, feel free to ask them in the comments area. 
Well, it is time for my to retire to my bed.  Until we meet again.