Well, the tables turned today and instead of giving a tattoo to someone else I received one. Yippie for me. But, I love it so far and I will continue to let my main man Tom finish what he has begun.
Anyways, on to other things. I had my friend tell me that I randomly showed up in her dream where I created a flying machine and then we flew on it. How exciting. I had the opportunity to fly high with a friend and it didn't involve drugs......but then again, maybe I am jumping ahead too far in my story. I guess I could easily tell you that I threw at least 10 years of my life away to drug addiction. I guess I could tell you how the only thing I did for those 10 years was chase the next high. All day, every day. I also have to remind you at this point that I am no longer chasing my next high and I have been free of addiction for approximately 4 years. Yea me.
But, as I was saying, I am probably jumping ahead in my story. Let me back it up for a few.
My senior year was probably a defining moment in my life. This was the year that I decided that I didn't want to be a band geek any more. I wanted to be free to be more popular. I wanted to be one of the cool kids. I found that that is harder than it seems. Its one of those things that either you are or you aren't. Not that I was a complete loser or anything like that, but I had a vision of how my high school experience was supposed to go. I expected it to be like one of these ridiculous MTV shows where there are extreme social status'. Like the way it is in Mean Girls or most every 80's movie like Cant Buy Me Love or Breakfast Club. But again the hour is late and I must retire for the night......I shall continue on the morrow.
:) Enjoying the blog.... And I understand the desire to be popular... I couldn't stop having opinions though ;) I thought you were cool :)
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